test drive 1

[brain_empty]

[Ryoko Otonashi, Ultimate Forgetful Girl (maybe?) was walking through Hope's Peak Academy open square. Dorms, class buildings, and cafeteria and convenience store all accessible. She didn't particularly stand out at all except...]

...Why am I walking here?

[She checked her notebook, nodded, then kept going, for about another minute before...]

...Why am I walking here?

[She peeked down again. Some students nearby tried to wave, but they were ignored. She had a problem and any distractions would delay her more than what was already happening.

Unfortunately for Ryoko, it was a terrible problem that was stopping the traffic more than it reasonably should've, and soon people learned just not to walk behind her or around her at all.]

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[brain_empty]

[That got a tongue stick-out from her.]

You don't need to introduce yourself.

[...As long as they kept talking and she kept staring at her notebook. Which she quickly flipped back to where she had held the page.

It was a good thing he never had. It was, in a way, her entire life. At the very least, it would rob the trust she held for him in her heart.]

Though... if you do want to help. Which way am I pointing? Am I going to eat, or am I going to neurology again?

[Her eyes had glanced: "He may have caught on you can use this as a test, but see if what he tells you matches what you were doing. Ask him where you were going and then check the map and your last entry in the "to do" list."]

[lieindespair]

Hm? Where were you going?

[ He took a moment to look around. She was definitely heading to somewhere on campus, and considering her proximity to the dining hall, she was probably looking to get something to eat. ]

How should I know? Probably on your way to get your head checked. You seem to need a lot of that lately. That's what they do in Neurology, right?

[brain_empty]

You want to come watch? It's kind of boring, unless Yasuke makes it fun.

[The Ultimate Neurologist. Her neurologist. And the one who made her heart dokidoki just thinking about. The one person she never, ever forgot.

She follows a line in her notebook: Kokichi didn't give you a real answer? He either doesn't know or is testing you. Just go with what your to do list said.]

Well... the empty feeling in my stomach is telling me it was probably lunch. ...Want to join me? If you're not hungry, you can get a Fanta.

[Somehow, somewhere, her notes held that information.]

[lieindespair]

Huh? You want me to join you?

[ Hardly anyone ever asked him to do anything with them. He couldn't help but to feel immediately suspicious but... considering who he was talking to, the threat level was painfully minimal. Almost boring, even. Still, he could eat. ]

Well you did promise you'd buy me lunch sometime, so I'm cashing in on that now.

[brain_empty]

What?! I did??

[oh no... did she need to repay him? She starts searching for any note of having gone to lunch with Kokichi before, or...

She followed it back down to another underlined sentence: don't forget, he lies!]

--Hey! No I didn't.

[lieindespair]

[ There was no hiding his grin that told her she was right. He shrugged and started off toward the dining hall alongside her. ]

Well you can't blame me for trying. You did just offer to buy me a soda though. You're not backing out of that one.

[brain_empty]

[She shook her head]

I said you could get a Fanta. Not that I'd buy you one.

[she stopped as they got to the food court.]

Hm. I wonder if there's time for Hanamura's restaurant...

[It was a big step up from convenience store food, but not outrageous in price. It was Hope's Peak and they were Ultimates, after all.]

[lieindespair]

Huh? That's not the same thing?! You're so mean! Meanie! Bully!

[ It was her turn to get a tongue stuck out at her. As for the restaurant... ]

It is a little busy and the dishes can be sooooo elaborate. Yaaawn. Who has time for that?

[brain_empty]

The food is really good though.

[She didn't need her notes for that one. Tastes she'd experienced retained themselves a little better.]

...But, fine. Just a curry bread, maybe.

[lieindespair]

[ It was true that the food was exceptional, and even his garbage can palate can understand that. But the moment she actually promises to buy him something, he's all smiles again, as if nothing had ever gone wrong before in his life. ]

In that case, Okay~! Write it down! You're not getting out of this one!

[brain_empty]

Aaaaah.... Fine. Fine.

[She does reluctantly write a note of: "I bought lunch for Kokichi too! The conniver."

...The next part was harder. Keeping track of what was bought, the prices, and making sure it matched the amount of how much money she was carrying, then adding it all together before they paid.]

[lieindespair]

[ And in true fashion, Kokichi bought himself a grape Panta soda, happy that he didn't have to spend all his money to eat and get a drink today. He hoped, anyway, wondering if she'd have the money for everything or if she forgot what she had on her. ]

So... what's the deal, then? With your memory? You get kicked in the head by a horse or something and got your brains all scrambled up?

[brain_empty]

[It was easily enough. Though, she had to subtly check her notes as they sat down. She's talking to Kokichi Ouma. He's tricked her, but is acting nice, relatively. Still, he likes to like for pranks and games.]

Ah... I never told you? This isn't a gag?

[There weren't a lot of notes where she talked with people long enough to mark if they had, if only really because...]

...I don't know.

[...she had no idea.]

It'd be funny if it was that easy. They could sit me down behind the horse and make it kick me again.

[lieindespair]

[ He cracked open his soda and took a drink, waiting for her answer, leaning back in his chair. ]

Huh... And here all this time I thought you were just playing coy. I thought you just didn't want people to know or something. You really, really don't know?

[ He let a moment pass before blowing a raspberry. ]

Boooriiiiiing.

[brain_empty]

I don't think a lot would have the nerve to ask!

[In fact, she had to note that about him... the conversation was taking an interesting direction. She couldn't lose it by needing to put her notes and pen down, so her cooling curry bread sat in it's wrapping paper on the table.]

I really don't know. I don't know if I have parents, or siblings, or... anything. But, it doesn't really bother me. I don't have any frame of reference, for having those things, so it doesn't bother me.

[lieindespair]

Yeah, well, I'm not a lot of people.

[ He reached out for his own curry bread, a little less concerned with the temperature but letting it sit out for just a bit longer. ]

It doesn't? Being alone like that really doesn't bug you?

[brain_empty]

Not when I have Yasuke...

[her chest breathed a little deeper. She noticeably did not check her notes.]

He's... he's always there for me. I don't need anyone else. He won't ever get rid of me either. He needs me... he always tells me I'm too valuable to him... for his research.

[lieindespair]

Yasuke, huh?

[ He was familiar with him, at least in a tertiary sense, and Kokichi liked to keep up with the more intelligent people on campus, at the very least to keep an eye on them. The note about her being his research had him raising an eyebrow. ]

That doesn't bug you? Do you ever actually like... hang out? Date? Do you even know what his hobbies are?

[brain_empty]

Well... he's got a lot of expensive looking machines... and he likes to tell me to lie down while he puts them on my head...

Imagine these biiig suction cups. I forget I'm wearing them a lot and he has to yell at me to leave them alone.

[as opposed to any sort of irritation, Ryoko just laughed in barely restrained glee at the recounting of their sessions.]

Can't really write in my notes when that's happening so, it happens a lot.

[She finally took a bite of curry bread, careful to keep her delicate hand on the napkin. A greasy notepad would be ruin.]

Ah... I don't know why... but curry always tastes so nice.

[lieindespair]

[ Yeah, he couldn't deny the appeal of being made to feel special, especially with someone so handsome paying attention only to you. It was certainly something he struggled with in his own way, but that's for him to know and no one else to find out. When she found it appropriate to start eating, so did he, taking his time and listening to her reasoning. ]

It's a comforting feeling, isn't it? It's got everything. It's creamy, full of spices and soft vegetables, even has a little heat to it. You think you used to eat it a lot growing up?

[brain_empty]

...Huh.

I dunno... like, my long-term memory sort of works. No one has to tie my shoes for me, and I remember liking curry, but... I can't tell you why.

[Maybe there was an answer in that dense notebook? But her hands were occupied.]

It's a mystery... like who was the whitechapel murders killer?

[lieindespair]

A lot of people like curry. It's not all that weird, is it?

[ He leans back, sipping at his soda and watching her. ]

Probably some guy with enough money to get the cops to look the other way.

[brain_empty]

It doesn't feel the same with other foods. I can't explain it.

[She hears his remark and just goes 'hmm'...]

So, you'd subscribe to the "Jack the Ripper was a nobleman, or at least educated man" theory? Unlikely. All suspects you could possibly name were either sensationalized by the press at the time, had eveidence which were known forgeries, or could be proven to be nowhere near whitechapel. The closest to fulfilling that theory would be Montague John Druitt, but there's no evidence. The only circumstantial evidence was that the murders stopped around the time he committed suicide. But, many people commit suicide. And we can even identify Mr. Druitt's possible reason: he was an educator who had lost his job. That's a lot easier to believe it was coincidence, isn't it?

We'll never know for sure. The only possible clue would be the killer would have anatomical knowledge. There's a theory that he worked at a morgue, but that's just that, a theory.

Anyway, it was the 1800s. If you weren't rich or an aristocrat, no one cared who you were enough to put you in the history books. Any connection to other named persons is either built on stereotypes or outright class-ism. So, that's what we're stuck with... the real killer will just be in our imagination.

That in itself is sort of scary, isn't it?

[lieindespair]

[ Where the fuck did that come from? He raises an eyebrow listening to her. She did make a lot of good points, ones he'd considered when he'd looked at, though being an old case, it bored him enough to not really deep dive into it beyond his initial conclusions that he'd voiced. But her thoughts do make it a little more likely, at least in his mind, that he's not exactly wrong.

He denies a strong urge to talk about it more and just answers her final question with a shrug. ]

Maybe. People are capable of the worst things, and if you inflict them upon the dregs of society that people already would do without, you can almost get away with genocide. Kill enough of them and they can't even fight back.

[brain_empty]

Genocide is a very strong word. It's specifically against another ethnic group or culture. You'd have to have a unique situation for that. Like, Nazi Germany. Moreover, you'd need a concentrated effort. Government oversight, a police force to enforce it, a controlled press to conceal the reality. As well as a way to dispose of the bodies in a safe manner so that the "normal" people, the perpetrators, can continue to live. If you just toss the bodies in the river, you're going to poison what you view as the "good" people. Illness infects everyone equally.

Now... if this was true anarchy where everyone was just bashing each other's heads open for some reason, you wouldn't need any of that.